Surrender

“It was frustrating, scary, exhilarating, humbling… But mostly, it just pissed you off.  It took away all your control, and your crutches and forced you to (surrender),” she added.  “But I have gotten to that point in my life where I know I am absolutely out of control, and if anything should happen other than what I do, than that is all I have got.  And even if I am not always controllable.”